It takes a lot of courage to reach out for help like you did. We are so sorry to hear that you have been dealing with so many stressful issues. It really does sound like you have been going through a lot.
It's so important you don't struggle alone with your problems. We would suggest reaching out to a trusted adult such as a parent, aunt, uncle, school counselor, teacher, coach, or minister. Please consider getting evaluated by a medical doctor or mental health professional, and getting involved in counseling. It may help you to talk to a counselor at a hotline. Know that there is help out there for you and you are not alone.
Boys Town National Hotline 1-800-448-3000, www.yourlifeyourvoice.org