How do I not be miserable on Christmas the rest of my life?

I miss the days it was the whole family. Now it is just a few of us and I can't seem to enjoy being with the few I am with (nothing against them at all, I just miss the big family clan time at Christmas (now it is only in summer we see them and funerals or weddings). I feel no joy or magic in Christmas, it is... show more I miss the days it was the whole family. Now it is just a few of us and I can't seem to enjoy being with the few I am with (nothing against them at all, I just miss the big family clan time at Christmas (now it is only in summer we see them and funerals or weddings). I feel no joy or magic in Christmas, it is just another day.
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