I'm an 18-year-old female and my sex addiction is ruining my life. Does anyone have any advice/input?
When I was 15 I went on my first date with a guy and he raped me. I felt stupid to think that a guy wanted to go on a nice, normal date with me. Throughout hs I was depressed, and did almost every drug.
In my freshman year of college alone I've had sex with 25 different guys. I send out "group nudes" when I'm horny and just send out mass nudes. I fantasize about sex so much that I can't pay attention in class, and masturbate too much in bed that I'm late to class. When I get extremely sad I need sex to pick me up, and usually I feel a little better, but sometimes I don't.
I've prostituted myself for $250 as well. I've cheated on ex-boyfriends, mainly because they were emotionally unavailable, but you know. I'm into extreme degradation during sex. I refuse to date normally for some reason, and it's an ego thing if a guy has feelings for me after sex. They usually do, but it's never a normal/healthy relationship. Every guy I've been with has complained that I want sex too much.
I'm extremely uncomfortable w/ my sex life.