The internet is often like a mirror. When you tell it what a foolish, lazy, dumbass you are it often reflects that right back at you. If you don't like the "channel" you're watching, change it, or better yet, turn off the computer. You're not looking for answers, you're looking for affirmation. You ain't getting it from me. You may call it bullying. I call it constructive criticism. The more stubborn you are, the harsher the criticism. You want MOAR? I'll give you MOAR! Too bad you don't have any decent role models in your life because that's what your really need. Some people can't be told how to live life, they have to be shown, and you're apparently one of them. At age 24 you should be making something of yourself. Instead you're a failure in progress. Snap out of it. If I was your dad I'd be kicking your *** out of the house and locking the door until you straighten up and fly right. .