I feel like I’m dying I’m scared, ever since last December I feel weaker & weaker. I’m able to push myself at times but I’m not me, pls read?

I’m 18 years old but I feel like I’m 80, I have numbness throughout my whole body at times, weak, I feel part of my brain is asleep I’m losing my conscience, when I get up I feel very sensitive to everything (lights, nosies, etc), I feel faint, I almost blank out when pushing myself to stand up & do stuff I... show more I’m 18 years old but I feel like I’m 80, I have numbness throughout my whole body at times, weak, I feel part of my brain is asleep I’m losing my conscience, when I get up I feel very sensitive to everything (lights, nosies, etc), I feel faint, I almost blank out when pushing myself to stand up & do stuff I just blank like I’m not even here but I been able to stop it from fully coming on so far, I feel my body swaying at times, everything looks/feels if it’s going to the left, lightheaded/dizzy at times, off balance, confuse like at times I feel I’m not even going to recognize my own home & myself, I feel everything around me is to much at times, the rooms get darker, blurry vision, disconnected from reality like in a dream, racing heart, feeling hot sensitive rushing to my ears, motion sick in my own body, I find myself not breathing like I forget to breathe, sometimes shortness of breathe my upper stomach in between my ribs under breast area feels tight/bloated at times, I feel I’m going to forget how to do stuff at times or move, its like most of my day im in bed rest I can only get up to use the bathroom, make something really super fast to eat. I almost feel like my sick grandfather who just passed away 3 weeks ago, I just found my house holds a lot of negativity we have to sell it the longer we stay the worst things will get, I don’t know if this negativity spirits are making me feel ill. I also have pressure in my head at times I just ovulated 3 days ago, sore in bones
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