There are no such things as Theist or Anti-theist, the idealism, is the make-belief entries exist, but as factual reality, they do not, so imposing false terms that an atheist is person that does not believe in gods, merely implies there is a god, but person chooses not to believe in it, but there is not God, So one can not disbelieve in something that does not exist,
Life is your oasis, living is the meaning, the like or dislike is in living itself, you do carry on with living, doing life , surviving life, improving life, learning life,
I'd start repeating the word "error" over and over, louder and louder, shriller and shriller, and then, after steam vented from my ears for awhile, my head would explode, and I'd fall, dead, to the floor.
We all make our own lives. Adults take responsibility for their own actions and don't blame others..
“Life has no meaning. Each of us has meaning and we bring it to life.
-- Joseph Campbell
“The theist can only find meaning by leaving this life for a transcendental world beyond the grave. The human world as he finds it is empty of ‘ultimate purpose’ and hence meaningless. Theism thus is an attempt to escape from the human condition; it is a pathetic deceit. “
- Paul Kurtz