How do I stop beating myself up for this?

I made a bad decision and a mistake as a teenager. I got my GED and am starting out at a community college. I’m going to go to my grave wishing I just sucked it up and got my high school diploma and went straight to a 4 year. I’m socially awkward and am behind in my academics. My dream was to go into medicine, but... show more I made a bad decision and a mistake as a teenager. I got my GED and am starting out at a community college. I’m going to go to my grave wishing I just sucked it up and got my high school diploma and went straight to a 4 year. I’m socially awkward and am behind in my academics. My dream was to go into medicine, but that just isn’t going to happen. I’m worried I’ll never have a successful career.
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