I feel worthless?
I'm really struggling here , I'm pretty sure there is something wrong with me.
I have always been a shy person but when I was younger 8-12. I found it ok to make friends and talk to people.
Since leaving school and staring college I have zero confidence of conversational skills. I have a group of people who I hang out with and laugh with but it's not me making them laugh , I barely talk because I feel like they won't find me funny or will judge me.
I'm always awake are when it's just me and one other person and I just din know how to continue a conversation.
I feel as if people get bored and get impatient with me and think I'm a really boring person which I now believe I probably am.
I never want to go out , I feel awkward asking people if they want to Meet up and generally I am just not interested in meeting people , it doesn't excite me at all.
I'm genuinely worrried about my future and what it holds. How am I gunna last in a work environment?? I feel so lost and feel as though I'm just gunna spend the rest of my life alone , never find love etc.
I feel pretty worthless
- ez2tock2Lv 73 years ago
You sue to be a Baby, the grew to a little boy, then a teenager, now you're in college. Much of what happened wasn't YOUR CHOICE, Life just Happened.
Same with this feeling. It comes and goes. Dwell if you want OR GET BUSY
BECOMING WHO YOU WANT TO BE.