I feel worthless?
I have always been a shy person but when I was younger 8-12. I found it ok to make friends and talk to people.
Since leaving school and staring college I have zero confidence of conversational skills. I have a group of people who I hang out with and laugh with but it's not me making them laugh , I barely talk because I feel like they won't find me funny or will judge me.
I'm always awake are when it's just me and one other person and I just din know how to continue a conversation.
I feel as if people get bored and get impatient with me and think I'm a really boring person which I now believe I probably am.
I never want to go out , I feel awkward asking people if they want to Meet up and generally I am just not interested in meeting people , it doesn't excite me at all.
I'm genuinely worrried about my future and what it holds. How am I gunna last in a work environment?? I feel so lost and feel as though I'm just gunna spend the rest of my life alone , never find love etc.
I feel pretty worthless