I feel alone and dead inside..?

i dislike my personality. i feel awkward and i know others see that. thats why i dont connect with people when im out. i feel like im embarassing myself and making and @ss out of myself everytime. then when i go home and im alone. i regret feeling like an idiot. then i feel more lonely. thats why i dont like my... show more i dislike my personality. i feel awkward and i know others see that. thats why i dont connect with people when im out. i feel like im embarassing myself and making and @ss out of myself everytime. then when i go home and im alone. i regret feeling like an idiot. then i feel more lonely. thats why i dont like my personality. and i dont have any close friends. im usually by myself. i wish i could get girls..

i wish i could kill myself sometimes...
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