leonard nimoy was a very old man, i think. and yes by the time all men get old, they disire waiting to die, because physically men start getting old age pains after age 45, yet, for me, suffering old age pain began after radiation for cancer when y back was radiation back in 1998. even then my back suffered sever muscle spasm and since then being tortured continuall even under mind control, i am now physically unable to walk without pain, my joints are on fire even when i sleep and wake up in the morning. and the muscle cramps continue as well. i think peope actually injected needles into my ankles and knees and hips. to torture me. maybe even used some formm of acid to fry the cartilege. of course i look forward to death so that i might not be in pain, as the resurrection also is promised.