I will be honest, the drugs will actually let YOU be in control of your voices. That is what you want. The drug companies would not be able to stay in business if the drugs did not work. Think about that.
So if you want to be in control of your life, in control of your mind, in control of the voices, you need to work with the psychiatrist. Honest. You have a really bad case of your disorder, it is strong. It is really, really scaring you -right? Therefore this will not be a quick fix. You will not get overnight relief. The medicine will take some time.
Please, give it time.