Transgender and wanting to avoid mirrors?

Whenever I look in the mirror it's like I'm looking at a stranger or something. I don't expect to see what I see in the mirror. I want to avoid looking in mirrors bc I feel a lot better about myself when I don't look in one. The way I see myself in my head makes me feel better about myself. I... show more Whenever I look in the mirror it's like I'm looking at a stranger or something. I don't expect to see what I see in the mirror. I want to avoid looking in mirrors bc I feel a lot better about myself when I don't look in one. The way I see myself in my head makes me feel better about myself. I don't know what to do about this though. I'm FTM but I can't make efforts to make myself look like how I feel on the inside because nobody is accepting. Does anybody else feel this way? And how do you cope with it? Do I keep avoiding the mirror or what
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