Sad about christianity and afterlife?

For a while now, I've moved away from Christianity because I simply don't understand how some magical being can be there. There's no evidence or anything, I just don't think it's possible. I'm sad because I don't see how heaven can be there, which makes death look like a cold nothingness... show more For a while now, I've moved away from Christianity because I simply don't understand how some magical being can be there. There's no evidence or anything, I just don't think it's possible. I'm sad because I don't see how heaven can be there, which makes death look like a cold nothingness for me. I wish I could believe in god, but I just don't see how I can.. help?
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