Felt Out of Place in Church Yesterday?

I grew up in a Pentecostal church. But as I got older I felt very drawn to the Occult. I quit church, and converted to Paganism. More than a few things happened while I was into Paganism. I went back to church and went for a while. Until.... I found out the youth pastor was sleeping with one of the youth.... show more I grew up in a Pentecostal church. But as I got older I felt very drawn to the Occult. I quit church, and converted to Paganism.

More than a few things happened while I was into Paganism.
I went back to church and went for a while.
Until....

I found out the youth pastor was sleeping with one of the youth. He was
39 she had to be 16.

I left there and stopped going to church all together.

Yesterday my mom wanted me to go to church with her. I did, but felt more out of place than I ever had in my entire life.

I felt so 'un' un-everything.
Idk what to say for myself.
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