You cannot love a stranger.
Love is not desire, it is not yearning, it is not lust. Such things are infatuation or obsession. This woman is a human being, and all you are seeing, all you know is the body that houses the person she is. You have no clue who she is, so you cannot possibly love HER.
Love is when we know someone well (and it takes over a year of daily dating to know someone that well), have developed a sense of trust and intimacy and psychological openness.
You have no idea who Helena Bonham Carter is as a person. For all you know she is nagging, clinging and bitchy.
You have allowed your fantasy to grow too strong, and now it controls you. You really need to drop this, and become very stern with yourself. Whenever you become aware of thinking about her, you need to tell yourself not to engage in such nonsense, and immediately turn your attention elsewhere.
Otherwise, losing control over yourself, you might end up doing something really stupid and ending up in prison for the rest of your life. Be careful, you are starting to sound a bit psychotic.
· 7 years ago