I'm Somali too, 18 years old. I totally get what you are going by way of. I'm additionally not drawn to Somali boys. But it's simply all private preference. Now not all Somalis are shady or awareness seekers. You can't generalize an entire community founded on some persons. It could not make so much of a difference to you, however you have to include what you are. Do not hate it, simply be you, if no longer carrying a hijab is what you wish to have go forward. However you mustn't take it to the point of hating what you're. At the end of the day, it doesn't matter what you are, Somali, mixed race or anything.