My personality constantly changes?
I have various personalities. Some weeks I'm super serious, taking life serious, being mature in my interactions. (This seems to get people to respect me more but at the same time kind of distant themselves, or hate. w.e)
This causes me to become
Outgoing, Foolish, clown, over funny, stupid (This gets people to like me more, but at the same time have little to no respect for me, look at me like a tool, and treat me like a nobody)
I'm 19, going to twenty, and I'm at the stage of my life where I'm confused on who I want to be.
I want to be a strong leader, but at the same time I want to be a kid, that is protected.
I don't know what to be. HELP