I don't know what to do?

The one trigger to my depression is toxic people or negative people. That in which is really hard considering that when I go in public people tend to always pick on me. I don't know why people see and just make fun of me. I was bullied for must of my life because I was ugly. I don't know if I am or not. I look in the mirror and I feel like I'm like everyone else and my family and some "friends" say I look fine. The one thing that I'm really upset is that my whole family has some type of mental disorder so when I act up like when I self harm myself by hitting and slapping myself that just cause my brother and mom to start to act up. " just punch her" how is that helping someone in pain of course they didn't ,but the principal part is who would say that... I feel like crap and my life feels like this forever....... I hate myself must of the time and I feel like I was placed on this earth to be bullied by random people.

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