How to I make my marriage work?
I made up a story but ppl saw right through me, took him away for 2 weeks and he had to go to an anger management class for 6 months called Alternative to Violence, which helped, which was awesome. I started to get angry over me feeling weak and not strong enough, I had many people ask me why I was still with him, which got my head churning. I felt like he owed me something, and to act his best, which was wrong of me.
So I recently got pregnant and had to cold turkey my anti depressant and started getting irritated easier and yelling and putting him down, thus happened two weeks ago. I keep apologizing for having that happened and would cry cuz I felt bad and didn't want him hurting. My back started hurting and haven't been doing much chore work around the house. Also staying at home all day is horrible, so in motivating and boring a real mood downer. So last night he tells me that he is sick of me bothering him to go out with friends (I want him to spend time with me and my son) and he hates that I do nothing around the house, and that he hates that we have a bad history record and **** keeps being remembered, and he knows there is better out there for him, and that I will never make him happy. I apologized and asked if I could have time to make it up to him. He said he didn't know, what do I do?
Ps I have no one to stay with and no where to go and I am not in any threatening place right now, I just feel helpless and I know that i deserve better and everything, but I want him, I love him.