Will I go to heaven for self sacrafice?
ive been to church and i cant beleive nothing major happened there i know my spiritual energies and demons were covering up or hiding or something, cause i was just getting peace of mind again and again and again to ignore whats happening around me. im gonna jump off a high building or drink aload of bleach and take some sleeping tablets it goes alot deeper though.. i wanna stay alive. i know christianity says the devil will tempt with a past life, but in my visions i see some evil **** that turned out to be me people who have reall telepathy phsycic abbilities that they couldnt control but they gained from when they met me have fed this to me also, they even told me to loose my computer they said it would be good for me ect, i just left the door unlocked by mistake had to meet the kid i knew him its a long long long deep story and goes deep.. but i dont wanna be re incarnated for the worlds sache, i dont wanna rule in hell or earth or have any form of power.. i want equalness..
Ignore all spellings and stupidness im high as **** and its bad demons not wanting me to get the help I need, if you feel you know whats happening please ask for my email and we will talk it will be worth your money present future and time it goes deep also check out the post code on HOGUES WEBSITE describing the anti christ signs, http://www.hogueprophecy.com/mabus/ 666 LANGLEY thats my second name, ask me for my first its jack not what you think, but i have 2 birth names ask for the other one, its decoded in MABUS. = sam.kill me painfully as i may deserve but in this life i have not done bad and i want to do good there could be more like me with the fair hair and pale skin
i show every sign btw.
heres an example of some of my lyrics also..
I've been the dapper don since I put my Pampers on
Vagabond, splashin' ether on a fabric cloth
Zoned out, foam at the mouth like a rabid dog
I bury bodies in my lawn at the crack of dawn
The rock up my nostril caked
I travel into outer-space just to drop at a colossal rate
Jostling, lost I've gone astray
Term K refuse to walk away until the profit's made
Not a prophet, I'm the second coming
Next to nothing in my pocket, I'm just pressing buttons
The commander, general, bag full of chemicals
Pusher man distributin' scag cut with fentanyl
Xanax, demerol, tablets of methadone
Lab rat packaging anthrax in envelopes
Matches and tennis balls wrapped with electrical
Blasted I'm trashed with my hands on my genitals
Bothered and hot, gon' and squandered the pot
A downtrodden prima donna on a bottomless drop
I personify the clowns and the clods
Gettin' bombed with the squad
Honest to God like Islamic Jihad
Yo, the kids need violence, to live means dyin'
Open up the gates sound the Blitzkrieg sirens
The ruthless, baby face spittin' 'til he's toothless
Introducin' 2-bit rappers to my boot tip
A fortified design of the mortified and blind
I ain't suicidal, it just
ALSO MOST IMPORTANT,
THE KIDS WHO ARE FAMOUS WITH MY LYRICS WHO I ACTUALLY LOST THE PC IN MY AREA TO AND MET IRL AND KNEW NOT JUST SENT ONLINE......THERE NAMING THEM SELF SOMETHING CLAIMING TO BE MESSIAH LIKE. WELL TALK MORE ABOUT THIS IF YOU CAN SAVE.