How to cope with death of girlfriend?

my beloved girlfriend Alexis past on in a car accident this past July and it randomly gets to me at times. lately I've been crying every night. all out balling my eyes out. I thought I got over it but the past 6 or so days I can't take it. I love her and miss her so ******* much. she was that true love... show more my beloved girlfriend Alexis past on in a car accident this past July and it randomly gets to me at times. lately I've been crying every night. all out balling my eyes out. I thought I got over it but the past 6 or so days I can't take it. I love her and miss her so ******* much. she was that true love kinda girl that I felt differently for. could it be a emotional glitch I'm going through? please help? :( and ps. for religous people, what is heaven like? is it better? I just want to know if my baby is okay.
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