The light is young, wait. And even if you think no one cares, someone does. Friends are like stars. You may not always know that they're there, but they are. And you said you have two loving parents. How heartbroken would they be if you died? People blame themselves the most if someone died because of suicide. They think that they should have seen the signs, and stopped them. You're an awesome person, I just know it. Even if you are single, God's just saving you for someone special. He loves you too. Please don't kill yourself. You're never hopeless, it's just that you haven't chosen the right road yet. There's always a mountain for everyone. Some people just give up, while others keep going through the harsh winds and finally get to the summit. I'll pray for you everyday. You can do this.