It is mostly like the rest of the hospital, except they keep the doors locked.
Since this is all out in the open with you and your mom, you might as well let her know how you are feeling, as well, and show her these sights, you can both look at them,
edtreatmentcenters.com (treat self injury of all kinds)
text self injury 1-331-442-4863
You do need professional help, and you should make some effort to find help that helps you , so you can get on with your future and a happy life.
Work things out with your mom. Get the help you deserve.
startstrongteens.org girlsinc.org doublesunrise.com loveisnotabuse.com teenrelationships.org
dailystrength.org support groups