In reality I wonder how anybody can cease from obeying all of Jesus' sayings ( Greek text ) after they heard of him . Jesus is upset too . But , unlike Jesus' opinion of you , God , his Father loves you more . And even though most Christians have also done what you did , they still believe that they are SAVED , Which is false . Everyone still has to truly get Baptized both by water and by God's Holy Spirit ( by qualified men , who were called of God as was John The Baptist ) . And then they must sell all that they have and give it to the poor , and only follow Jesus . And I don't think you will find a true Church of God anywhere but in Independence , Mo .