Father/daughter incestual relationship effects?....?

Okay let me first start off by saying that I condemn incestual relationships. whether it's consensual or not...with either parent, brother, sister, cousin or any type of relative whatsoever for these reasons... natural selection, birth defect, social norms and because it's just gross and wrong plain and... show more Okay let me first start off by saying that I condemn incestual relationships. whether it's consensual or not...with either parent, brother, sister, cousin or any type of relative whatsoever for these reasons... natural selection, birth defect, social norms and because it's just gross and wrong plain and simple. But knowing all of that I have this little thing for father/daughter porn...NOT the real thing. just as a fantasy. I know it sounds like i'm contradicting myself but I really don't like incest but when it comes down to father and daughter, something about it turns me on. I don't know how to explain this, but if the father and daughter in the porno were actually related that would be gross. But anyways all this is irrelevant to my original question, I just want you guys to understand where I stand. What I want to know is why I feel this way??? I have a mother, sister and brother and I couldn't imagine having sexual relationships with them. But, I never had a father or a father figure in my life. Do you think that my sexual fantasy is an effect of not having a father? and is it common? Only thing I know or think I know, is that a lot of things from birth and childhood shapes us to what we become as an child/adult or whether we grow up ''stable'' so to speak....for example empathy is something that is learned as a child and kids who don't learn that grows up to be somewhat sociopath because they can't express or feel empathy. is that really what's going on with me because a father figure or role wasn't instilled in me when I was a kid? also could I get help?
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