Think about this for a second. First off you are not finished with school. With a kid it's unlikly you will ever complete high school. In today's job market 99.9% of all jobs require you to have a high school diploma. Most require college education if not diploma. You may have a job now but will you honestly be able to afford $1000/month at least for the care and cost of feeding, clothing, toys, carseat, transportation, doctor bills, and daycare. I own a daycare and charge way less than most places and it's still difficult for some of the parents to come up with money. Next is seriously poke a hole in the condoms with a needle? And you think you are MATURE enough to have a baby and raise it? Not only could you get stuck with a baby you can't pay for, but an STD or an array of other issues. And seriously think about the father, do you expect him to stick around? My mom was 16, I was an accident. She was on birth control and they used a condom, I wasnt what either wanted, yet I came anyways. And guess what, my mother dropped out of class, was called a whore and slut, kicked out of her parents home. My father suck around for a few months but cheated on my mom. After I was born they got back together and he left just a few months later. He works at toco bell in nevada and lives in a single wide. My mother is in the middle of a divorce and unable to get a job due to her lack of degree and education, she moved in with me because she has nothing else. You may not want people to judge you, but they will, now and if you get pregnant. Why not wait until you have an education and the means to live.