Nadia LEAVE!!! I'm afraid for you :( after all you have done for him and he has the nerve to physically and emotionally degrade you? No its not right! Would he care if you lived or died? Probably yes cause then he wouldn't eat, or have anyone there to be his SLAVE! I worry for your health and safety, and I know you do too, stop thinking just of how your son adores him and start think how you want to be around living to see your son grow, things are not that great for you and all of the stress hurt and anxiety will continue to lead to serious health problems and and on top of the ones you already have, you won't be able to grow with your son thru life and that is the ultimate hurt! Please love, you're not in love with him, and physically cannot and emotionally cannot do it anymore without causing severe problems for yourself and then in the end who knows :( they have joint custody if you son means that much, leave and grant him that, but please don't stay, no woman deserves to go thru what you are living every day. Please make the right decision for you and your son, not just your son! I hope that helps a tad?