Hi Talkin' about my generation
Im truly sorry about your loss, I cant imagine what you are going through.
I recently turned 30 and I feel I have missed out on so much, I have been in the same job
for nearly 14 years, havent had a girlfriend since I was 14, I feel I have missed out on so much.
You need to change your life, its never to late to start living your life, you can still get married
and have children of your own, but you need to start making a start in changing your life.
You have 30 years of experience of how not to do things learn from it and turn your life around.
You can do anything if you truly want it, stop thinking about the past and replaying regrets in
your mind that will only hold you back, from this moment on really believe in yourself.
Honour your mothers memory, be the person you are meant to be, reclaim your birth right.
I hope this helps.
If you want to exchange email let me know.
Here is a great place to start