i comprehend precisely what brought about him to cry; no longer being on top of issues. He cried by using fact he back and back stated provide as much as Josie, he then repeated it to Josie in a extra civil communication on the pondered image of the argument, asserting "You did no longer provide up" this became into the set off of his breakdown, he found out that he's no longer continuously on top of issues and that he can't wrap human beings around his finger. the reason i think of he hated Rachael plenty earlier became into by using fact she in a manner reminded him of himself - stable seems, have been given the David Beckham element going only like she has the Beyonce element, yet below is a erratic being, and he in all probability would not like reminded of that portion of himself. In final JJ could be a genuine stable dependable buddy, and not in any respect stab you interior the back whether he does have a controversy with anger, or being on top of issues and that i think of he makes use of his seems as a form of manipulation to objective and get faraway from that, like Patrick Bateman...He has a element with women and may be able to in no way confront a male along with his different a million/2. there is an thought of a John James; some form of abstraction. yet there is not any real me: purely an entity, some thing illusory. And inspite of the undeniable fact that i will conceal my chilly gaze, and you will shake my hand and experience flesh gripping yours and doubtless it is likewise possible to experience our existence are in all probability comparable... I only am no longer there.