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Anonymous asked in Pregnancy & ParentingAdolescent · 10 years ago

I deeply hate this world..?

(English isn't my first language and you may laugh, call me emo, weird, gay or who ever you want)...

First , I hate politics, specially Obama and Putin, I hate how people are letting to brainwash themselves..

When the war in Iraq started, I cried a lot, I remember I was a little kid, I've seen video clips what stupid soldiers do (thinking they're the best, like obama and mr. Putin)

Remember when this war in Georgia started ? I cried then do... and I don't know what you'll think of me, but I have nothing against Hitler, he even wasn't worse than Obama, no joke, I guess people are blind and let to brainwash themselves.

There may be something wrong in my head, but sometimes I imagine how I kill people who I hate, who had picked on me a lot... It relaxes me.

I hate school.. Teachers are so stupid.. I write an essay , for example I write there : " Tonight I am gonna leave the earth " or things kinda like that.. Or like the other day we had to write an essay about people and title it, so I did.. I titled it : "There are things you things can't buy" so, I wrote it like its really hard to change yourself, I wanted her to understand me , I teared my heart open and teacher told me I'm like a sissy, I am young, should party, should enjoy life... WTF !? Why can't be who I want to be? Also, I have to tell, what "smart" people tell, like politicians and so on.. I hate them, I mean I have my own idol already, I think he's intelligent, he's a guy named Charles Manson, I don't wanna be like him, but in some parts, he's thinking like me too..

I feel like they're trying to brainwash me, I have to be like the other people, also they've told a lot of mean things...

Also , I hate people, mostly of them, there are no intelligence people in world. Ok there are some, but I've met them on Y!A and I speak them very rarely and I even can't email to one girl... Well, sorry that was off topic, but I wanna say I am sick of these who res , I am sick of questions in Y!A like :" Is he over reacting ? I mean I had sex with 300 guys and my boyfriend called me slut, am I slut?" and I see girls like that everyday in school ,in streets...

I am going to psychologist, but no help... I've tried to be a cool kid, but I can't pretend that I am not..

I wanted to ask how can I handle with this World?

Thank you, sorry for so long text, hope to find some understanding people.

Update:

To Darren - Dundee United FC =]

I am deeply sorry, because of that...

To that guy who told me not to take life seriously...

Life is the most important thing you have, so keep it.

Update 2:

Even if I'm insane, at least I'm that who I'm.

Update 3:

And Obama is an asshole..

I miss Bush ... even Im not an American.. but I don't act like a wanna be f*ggot like this ****** does.

Hitler was better, at least in real life.:)))

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  • 10 years ago
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    1st, know you're not wrong. You are being brainwashed, but it isn't quite as intentional or sinister as you might think. Society creates a framework so that future generations can grow up and support that framework. It may sound awful to you, but if such a system weren't in place, there would be too many elements in society pulling in too many directions and it wouldn't grow. Most of this guiding force happens without the direct knowledge of the people doing it. Schools train kids to think a certain way, which helps them live in the society they are a part of. Many people prefer this system. Things are more certain, less scary. You merely have to follow the rules society sets, and you get rewarded by the system.

    For you the bad news is that you are on the fringe. You are a small segment of society that does not want to be 'the masses.' Your path will a difficult one with many obstacles and people on the other side of the fence.

    The good news for you is that there are and have been many others like you.

    If you want to obtain a level of peace and understanding in the world, you need to do these things:

    1. You need some objectivity. You are so immersed and involved with society, that it is hard to see anything else.

    One way to do this is to realize that society is an invention of man. The earth is its own force separate from society. People lie cheat and position themselves with ulterior motives. Nature is brutally honest (and therefore pure and simple). A flood will kill you, but Nature never said it wouldn't. If it rains, you will get wet. There is a cause and effect that you can understand. Taunt a bear in the wild, you will die.

    Now realize that as a human, you are as much a part of society (a thing created by man) as you are an animal in nature. See society as a thing with all these rules as an object, and nature with it's clear rules as another object. If you are frustrated by the object created by man, look to the one that exists in nature. Look at trees and birds, and realize that if you envy their simplicity, you have just as much right as an animal to live in that natural world. I am not saying to go live in a forest, but realize that a house is both a unit inside a society as it is a structure built on earth, surrounded by trees and air a part of nature. Which you choose to see it as is what you decide based on what object (nature or society) you view it.

    Further naturalistic perspective: Think of the universe. All the great works of man on earth will burn up when the sun goes supernova, and the universe will not only never miss us, it will continue on as if our whole existence was a heart beat. Universal nature couldn't care less about Putin.

    2. Because you choose not to be a 'productive' member of society, you need to find your own path. This means you need to be your own teacher (no other will do it for you). You need to read and learn so that you can find your own place and purpose in life. You need to embark on your search for self. You must become an open person, and fill yourself with as much as you can, and then use that to choose your own direction. Learn about things you may not think you will like. If you only adopt 1% of it, you will be a better person.

    Do this by learning about psychology. (Find books or take a class) Do this! It is important for you to learn how your brain works and why it does what it does. Many of your actions are based in aspects of your psychology, and if you don't understand the underlying causes, you will always twist in the wind. You need to study this so that you can also understand why other people do what they do. You may be mad at people because they act in ways you don't like. Learn why they act these ways. Once you do, you will learn to separate the person (outward actions) from the collection of psychological impulses.

    Read these books:

    "Walden" by Henry David Thoreau: It will show you how to live as an individual.

    "The Tao of Poo" by Benjamin Hoff: Will introduce you to Taoism (philosophy of living in harmony with nature and how it will change how you live with people)

    "The Teachings of Don Juan: A Yaqui Way of Knowledge" by Carlos Castaneda: It will expand your consciousness to something beyond yourself.

    Read about Buddhism. They believe that the world is a lie (a fog), and only by rejecting that fake world do you come close to divinity.

    Study Astronomy so you realize how small we are (and the problems we make for ourselves), and study Chaos Theory and quantum mechanics (Watch the DVD: What the Bleep do we Know) because you will find that there is 'magic' in this universe worth exploring.

    3. Toil. You are a being of your mind, which is one small part of your body. To balance yourself out, you need to engage your body (not sex) as a part of this world. Whether that is exercise, gardening, sports, physical labor, you need to develop your body for no other reason that your body is how you interface with the world. Stimulus comes to you from the world through your body. You may not think it important, but the more brain heavy you are, the more isolated you are from the real world (not society), so get your hands dirty.

    4. Learn how to live in both worlds. You live in a society, so you have to follow its rules sometimes. Find ways to play the game when you must, but live as a creature of nature the rest of the time.

    5. Let this single word be your guide until you find your own:

    ADVENTURE

    See everything in your life as an adventure. The dark stuff is just an adventure into the dark realm of life. Dealing with classmates is an adventure into the inner workings of the social machine.

    • ben3 years agoReport

      that was a top notch explanation, yes i need to find my own path because i hate the system, trouble is there is no paths to take, other than stupid things like ride bicycle around america, or go live in the amazon, damn this world, i hope you all die because u are all scum , breeding scumbags

  • Anonymous
    3 years ago

    That's my feeling right now. So I hate this world right now. Because of tiny things, call me paranoic, but, I can't stand this world full of assholes anymore. Human beings are the worst race. Animals kill for instinct. Humans kill because they enjoy it. My opinion might be a bit out of focus, also because I'm not good with words and words don't fully describe what I feel. So I'm atheist, vegan, and bisexual. People believe in god, eat meat, and hate homosexuals and lesbians. What's wrong with this world? I'm not saying that I'm the best person ever... but I'm not a douchebag. I born in a world where the sky is something to watch and admire, and there's some people believing there is a paradise up there. I said too much already, but that's basically what I think; and sorry if I'm missing something. I love life and I found my reason to live, but I have to agree on your question/afirmation: I deeply hate this world. If people stop to open their eyes, if we all agree at some point, this would be better. But no... douchebagery is all over the place. That is the human race people, the race that acquired conscience is the worst living being, at least, on this planet. Goodbye, that's my opinion.

    • ben3 years agoReport

      ALL US like-minded cynical intelligent people need to gather into a huge group, that way we maybe able to make a bigger impact, lets call it, THE AWAKENED BRAVE, infact there is already a group of that name, i suggest we all use it as the group for all us.

  • That's how the world works. You can't expect everyone to agree, and be just like you. A lot of people hate the president, a lot of people hate the wars. It's expected. You just deal with it, because you can't do a thing about it.

    As for you being a calm teenager, that's not something to complain about. Some may say you're missing out on some experiences, but you're just avoiding the consequences that follow. Your teachers are just not used to seeing people like you. They probably appreciate it.

    On Y!A, it's just the interent. Here you can say and do what you want, and not get beat up or anything. Don't take it seriously. Most of those questions you see are by trolls, so they're not real. If you have had sex with 300 guys, you need help. Like, now.

    Don't kill anyone. If you do, you're going to jail and you'll hate the world even more. We all hate someone, or at least dislike. You deal with it.

    Don't take life so seriously, and live it how you want.

  • Anonymous
    6 years ago

    I hate this world as well people always make fun of me and call me a freak just because i am different I've been in depression for about 4-5 years now I've've tried to smile I've tried to get along with other kids and be something i'm not cause for a while i was brainwashed as well until i learned the ugly truth but i'm gonna stop there before i go into a rant and for all you asshats that are trolling this guy just to be ***** and try to get him to kill himself so you can say you killed a man ******* quiet it dosent make you look cool and funny it just shows how much of a pathetic waste of sperm you are guys are second about the whole Hitler thing compared to Obama i agree and plus i have seen picture of Hitler that could fool people into thinking he was not a murderous dictator bush may have done some stupid decisions but obama is the one thats gonna kill this nation he's killed more forniers then Nazi's killed jews

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  • 3 years ago

    This world is messed up completely humans are on some sort of system. Money is the stupidest thing ever made. We spend so much time out of our lives earning this piece of paper(money). I hate languages like y can't everyone just speak one language. And this might be a little weird to understand but how does a word even have a meaning. Like why is a pencil called a pencil or pillow is a pillow. I just don't understand anything and I keep living everyday with zillions of thoughts running through my head all day.

    What's your opinion on any of this.

  • Anonymous
    5 years ago

    LOLOL you 'deeply hate this world' and at the same time, continue to deny God. God is 'away from science and 'education'' lol, so this somehow, in your teeny brain, means that God doesn't exist. So if I saw 'science is away from God', does that mean SCIENCE doesn't exist? Science and God perfectly 'coexist', because God is the One who MADE science. You deserve all the stupid feelings you get because you are a very stupid person. You can be an atheist if you want, good luck trying to find a path in this endlessly doomed joke of a world. Go counter disease and poverty and sadness and sickness and everything this planet has to offer you, which is being doomed. You aren't even sure if you'll live to see the next second yet you deny God. You are pathetic.

    • dolan4 years agoReport

      Here we have a Christian in his natural habitat: Mocking others to boost his own ego to forget about his self-doubt, which he uses Christ to try and make up for.

  • Anonymous
    5 years ago

    i also hate this world, but i m not depressed about it, i would like to die and see what the "other side" has to offer. im not saying kill me but i would rather nature take me out sooner rather then later. we are born into a world with rules you are forced to do and follow and if you don t follow you get put in prison aka a cage,not everyones morals will be the same and most rules are just a way for the government to get rich so they don t have to really do anything, if you get taught to drive a car you should be able to drive not have to spend $500 + on lessons, rego and driving fines, paying money won t really make a difference if one doesn t care for the plastic/paper strips with a number and face on it. i m just trying to understand how can with really have freedom with rules that stop you living life to the fullest. cant go where ever you want to because you need money to cross here really because i m sure i could walk over the line no you must pay or face prison or pay more in fines. the world its self is a great beautiful mysterious place that humans want to ruin.

  • 6 years ago

    Hate it or love it, this is the world that you live in. Accept it. Nature has rules as much as society does. Physics are even more overwhelming than the laws of men.

    And Hitler used the poverty of his country as a way to brainwash them... So, he's just as bad as the next politician, but then again, politics are an art. He even killed his own family because they were not "normal". They were weak, and weakness to him. Not as bad as the next guy right? Obama is just a change in how the world looks at one of the strongest positions, quite literally, a combo breaker, but still the same ****, and even worse. At least the others didn't try to hide what they did as much, lol. That, or they failed at hiding it.

    Case in point is, like is like a baboon's ***. It's colorful and full of ****. Accept that, whatever your faith or believes, and you can understand it a bit better.

    • ben3 years agoReport

      why the thumbsdown, this is a good comment

  • Anonymous
    6 years ago

    i wonder where u are in life now but the best thing for you would be to study. Study about spirituality, nature and learn an art form so that you can express yourself. You hate this world, I hate this world and so many others hate this world too but this earth is beautiful. Make yourself the creator of a new world.

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    4 years ago

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    I deeply hate this world..?

    (English isn't my first language and you may laugh, call me emo, weird, gay or who ever you want)...

    First , I hate politics, specially Obama and Putin, I hate how people are letting to brainwash themselves..

    When the war in Iraq started, I cried a lot, I remember I was a little kid,...

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  • 6 years ago

    you are not alone .. there are actually people like us (although perhaps not a majority in this world/society, obviously.. ).

    I've found that people who likes this "reality" and don't really like fantasies nor fictions (which are -again- in Majority on this planet) are usually lacking creativity & imaginations.

    So don't bother too much with them.

    J.K Rowling in her Harry Potter series even gave those kind of people its own term: "The Muggles".

    so again, first thing you need to know is that you are *not* alone.

    and then, you can search even deeper & deeper, and then even find new friends with same/similar traits, and/or somewhere you belong..

    google these for starter: Maladaptive Daydreamers , Indigo , Starseeds , Lucid Dream, Astral Projection, Gnostic/gnosis, Esoteric/Mysticism, Virtual Reality.

    good luck~

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