Sick of illegal Mexicans? How do you feel about this story?
I live in a world where I do not count. I am White. I am poor. I
don't have coalitions rallying for what I feel is important. I don't have
news reporters writing about "poor me". But, I have views. I vote. I pay
taxes. And, I know there are millions of people in America just like me.
I live next to a shelter built by politicians who are afraid to have
an opinion about closing the border. Daily, 1,500 illegal Mexicans visit
that shelter. It was supposed to keep these "poor" people from urinating and
defecating on the streets. It didn't. If I **** on the street, I would get
My home and vehicles have been broken into 22 times in 5 years. I
stopped calling the police each time now, because they don't come anyway.
Instead, we bought a gun. Scared off the last illegal trying to steal our
truck. He knew enough English to say, "Sorry", as we pointed it at him. 3
months later, we still have a towel over the smashed driver's side window.
Last week, I was ordered to pay a $85.00 fine for a false alarm. Police
showed up for THAT hearing. The police couldn't find any criminal at my home
when my home alarm sounded. I am curious how long police think bad guys
"hang around" after an alarm has been triggered.
When I was rear ended in my car, the policeman said I would have to
wait while he called for back -up. My baby was screaming. The police had no
film in the camera. The back- up police had no fingerprinting ink, or film.
The illegal had an ID, but the police said there was nothing that could be
done. The illegal would just get another fake ID and would never show for
court. He didn't have insurance. The illegal who hit me said, "Sorry", as he
was walking away. He was free to go. I was free to pay the deductible on my
car, and the chiropractor bills for my children and myself. If I drove
without insurance and hurt someone or their possessions, I would be forced
to pay for the damages.
My husband works 6 days a week as a framing contractor. He pays
FICA, Social Security, State taxes, Federal taxes, General liability
insurance, Workman's comp insurance, and probably others that I don't
remember. His Workman's Comp. just skyrocketed from $5,000 per year, to
$28,000 per year. Now I ask you... WHERE are we to come up with an extra
$23,000? We had NO CLAIMS! Should I take it from my food budget? We often go
weeks without meat! Should it come from our clothing budget? We buy our
clothes at thrift sales and Savers. How about our entertainment account?
Does seeing a movie every month qualify?
My home insurance costs me $100.00 more yearly because I live on a
border state. How long until Kansas becomes a border state?
I have had no medical insurance for years and years. I can't afford
it. At 33, I got cancer. My doctor told me to go to ACCHS. I don't remember
how to spell the state's medical system, since they declined me. My husband
's company had no profit in 6 months, due to theft, and lack of laws at the
time to force general contractor's to pay . Without studying my receipts, I
was declined. Interesting that the hundreds of illegal Mexicans standing in
line, were being given food stamps, and medical care. They did not have
social security numbers, and did not speak English. If you don't believe me,
look at the application DES uses yourself, spend 5 minutes at DES and remind
yourself why you pay taxes. You won't leave smiling.
Taxes. We fell behind 1 year. I contacted IRS and told them we want
to make arrangements to pay. We now show the IRS EVERY thing we buy. From
tampons to chewing gum-they see the receipt. For the next year, we will be
scrutinized. For the next 5 years we will be audited. Maybe I should never
have "done the right thing" and told them. Maybe I should change my name to
My son cries nightly because his legs and arms hurt. He has cried
for almost 7 years. My husband often walks on one leg because his back and
leg pain is almost unbearable. Monthly, I have mini strokes. During those
times, I lose the ability to speak well, and have seizures until I lose
consciousness . We don't really know what is wrong with any of us. We may
never know. WE can't afford a doctor. God forbid we need emergency services.
30% of the time, hospitals are on divert status, because there is no room.
The illegals take their kids to ERs for colds and sore throats. I would only
go if I lost a limb, or my heart gave out.
2 years ago, I announced to my family there would be no turkey for
Thanksgiving. We would eat pasta and be thankful we were a family. My
Catholic friend made arrangements for me to get a food box from her church.
I went, reluctantly. I drove up in my broken old van, and saw a lot full of
new (stickers still attached), suburbans. My van was the worst vehicle
there, and it hit me that I really was
amazed at the number of Mexicans taking box after box of food. When it was
my turn, I had to show ID. I was told to leave. There wasn't enough food for
me to take a box. I looked around- there were boxes of food everywhere! For
a minute I forgot I was White, and in their eyes, not deserving.
At church, our pastor reminds us to stay hopeful. I struggle to make
sense of a system that has taken from me, and given to those who have more
than I do.
Who will be my voice? Where is my coalition? I thought it was the
leaders of America. I was wrong. They have sold out me and millions like me
out. What's worse...I don't know why.
My first question will float in Y/A limbo until it expires, never having been posted, then deleted.
It is however one example of the silent race war against non-Hispanics.