the question is, do you want to do something about this situation? or do you want to continue in a path that will lead to prostitution and suicide? life is all in our hands, there are many choices all around us. it is our responsibility to decide what will be best for us. maybe your parents were too busy to direct you in the way you should have been. maybe you got involved with the wrong crowd, maybe you went through medical problems. only you know that, but something happened to lead you to this predicament and it's not the end of the world. my school told me to drop out of high school because i had horrible attendance it was suppose to be my senior year and i was still a freshman. my parents are immigrants, i had family issues, body issues, was really depressed but up until that point my regent exam results were all in the 90s. i am intelligent, i was intelligent, i just lacked the confidence and direction to succeed in a high school with 4,000 other students. so they pretty much forced me to sign the papers to drop out and i got my ged a semester before all of my peers graduated high school. that messed me up, i was so ashamed and felt worthless and useless and dumb and just incompetent. so instead of enrolling in community college a semester early and transferring and in result graduating from university a semester early, i allowed my shame and guilt and this incident to consume me and lead me to the wrong path, drinking, smoking pot, working at a grocery store, not respecting my family or myself. for a year and a half i was lost. until one day i realized i am selling myself short. so i gave school a shot again, i enrolled in a community college in 2008 and i am on the deans list and will be getting my associates this year and plan on transferring to a state university. there will be many challenges in life, it's all about over coming them and taking the lesson you learned with you whereever you go. instead of letting this hold you back, use it as motivation to look forward, leave high school in the past, where it belongs. high school is irrelevant to life. now's youre time to shine. judging by your question, i have faith you can make something out of yourself and make yourself proud.
good luck hun