First off don't tell ur teachers or counselor because they are required to tell (I've been there). And second of all, you need to tell ur parents so they can get u some help. I understand,completely. I've been emotionally abused everyday, constantly and I don't want anything like what happened to me, happen to you. I was so afraid to tell my parents because of the relationship I have with them (it's Terrible). I knew something was wrong, but never spoke a word. Well one morning I decided I had enough and without saying s word, I overdosed taking around 60 asprin. I didn't recurve hospital till 8 hours later when I started throwing blood up. The charcoal wouldn't stay down, it tasted awful, and I had to drink 4 full cups of it. I was also dehydrated ant not allowed to have water or ice and I wanted it sooo badly. They told me I still had a chance of dying, and if I made it, I would more than likely be put on kidney dialysis and catheters the rest of my life. I had to have a catheter for more than 24 hours when I got transfered to a more advanced hospital an hour away in the ICU for more than 3 days. Thankfully I didn't have to be put on anything and made it, without ulcers, also. I don't want anything like my situation to ever happen to you, you don't deserve it! Not to mention going to a mental hospital after I was stable, were I am now in therapy. A whole lot more things happened because I would never speak a word. So start off by telling your parents that you need to talk with them and to let you know when they aren't busy. Let them know as soon as possible. If they don't want u to recieve help, tell them ur scared. You can do this! So please tell them, that's the next very hard step, a mistake I made. Good Luck! You can do it! I hope you feel better.