oh ang !!!!
oh i am so so sorry u have to go through this.
whether u try again, as many have said, is ur decision.
the only thing i will say is when i was 2, my dad left, he went off with some1 else but my mom 4gave him.
when i was 15, he did the same, they split up and now my mom has a new fiance and iv never known her happier, we had to sell our house and my dad said some hurtful things to me and also i never saw him or heard from him in 2years, for his only childs 18th i never even got a card.
im not saying ur hubby is as heartless as my dad, not for 1 minute, but i also think u shouldnt force urself to try if u really dont want to.
i knwo ur children are younger but i think it would be less painful to be in a happy environment, if u were apart than a miserable 1 together.
like i say i dnt know how things are atm, if u want to make it work then i wish u all the luck and happiness in the world, just dont force yourselves.
i think kylie will understand, from what u have said on here she sounds very grown up for her age and i think thomas will be fine as long as he can see u both regulary xx
please dnt feel like u need to cling becasue u have no1, i know it probably feels that way x
i hope im making sense and i wish u all the best xxx
EDIT: oh and hunny, iv saw u on here and u sound great, we all love u for u, not looks, as we obv dnt know what u look like. but im sure ur weight is fine and its 90% not the reason men stray because the other is 'better looking'
my mom was a size 18-20, she lost all her weight and was a size 8 when my dad left (for a little lesbien look-a-like may i add)
he's now with a luvly girl, younger, but nowhere near attractive....
hunni im sure ull find some1 when ur ready, if ur ready, just give it time xxx