My decision has caused me great confusin concernin my ex-boyfriend?

my ex an i met at his school bbq we dated for 5 months i thought i had found a soulmate some1 whom i could relate to when i'm with him nothing seems wrong it's also a long distance relationship cuz we attend school at different areas in my island jamaica so some weekends ill see him bt we tlk everyday he... show more my ex an i met at his school bbq we dated for 5 months i thought i had found a soulmate some1 whom i could relate to when i'm with him nothing seems wrong it's also a long distance relationship cuz we attend school at different areas in my island jamaica so some weekends ill see him bt we tlk everyday he sends me cute text messages an tells me alot of times that he loves me bt in july of 08 i the tuesday after i had saw him his ex GF told me that he still likes her an wants 2 gt bac 2gether this hurted me alot cuz he promised he wouldnt break my heart i didnt answer his calls for some days then when i finally did i asked him y he hurt me an he said he doesn't know wat i'm tlkin about i broke it off with him cuz i was 2 hurt without tellin him wat he did he was confused he begged me 2 give him a second chance bt i just couldn't do he said he would never do anything 2 hurt me bt i just couldnt trust him anymore it has been 6 months now since we have broken up an im nt over him him i am 14 an hell be 16 this month bt i know im nt 2 young 2 know wat love isim nt a idiot 2 do foolish tings with him like have sex an he didn't pressure me either he just semed like the one for me i just dont understand why i made a decision that would in the end cause me 2 regret it i dont know wat to do shoud i get bac with him after all this time or let us continue 2 be frenz or wat IDK help please
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