dude you should maybe go to the bookstore and pick up "Beyond Belief: Finding the Strength to Come Back" by Josh Hamilton (MLB baseball player). Its a great book and goes through his drug addictions and how he got out of them. Its a good read too. You should do it for yourself AND your girlfriend. If you read the book, youll realize how bad it gets. It's a GREAT success story and (If youre not TOO adicted yet), the horror of seeing what could happen might make you want to quit. Its a gripping story. I know nobody that tells you to quit knows really what you're going through, and since I havent gone through it, I cant tell you how.
A few steps I would take:
1. If you trust your GF, give her all your money to keep and whenever you want to buy something, have her come to get it with you. That way you cannot buy weed.
2. Stop hanging out with the guys that supply it to you etc. As long as youre doing that, it will be IMPOSSIBLE to stop smoking.
3. This may sound cheesy to you, but you should look into Christianity. Maybe read "evidence that demands a verdict" or something. Faith really was a big factor in getting Josh Hamilton out of his addiction.
I hope this helped you and please read that book.
You can find it at your local bookstore.
Sometimes, youll even forget what its about lol its a great story especially if you like baseball. But even if you don't, you will probably enjoy it. Good Luck! I'll be praying for ya
link to the book at Amazon.com
· 9 years ago