How Do I Convert To Judaism......?

I have wanted to convert to Judaism for a few years now, it makes a lot of sense to me and I feel like I have come home when I speak to Jewish people. I even spoke to a Rabbi and he said I had passed the test to prove I wanted to convert (I had to visit, ring and email him about a hundred times before he would... show more I have wanted to convert to Judaism for a few years now, it makes a lot of sense to me and I feel like I have come home when I speak to Jewish people. I even spoke to a Rabbi and he said I had passed the test to prove I wanted to convert (I had to visit, ring and email him about a hundred times before he would even listen to what I had to say), but there is one BIG obstacle in the way.
My husband. I don't care much for my family but my husband is very important to me, however I know if I tell him that I want to convert to Judaism he will divorce me. I cannot explain how important converting is to me and I know he will never understand. I know I will be better off without him and the conversion will be that much easier but I have no idea what to do, I feel so stuck!!
Any ideas how I can convert without him finding out?
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