Your family is not the expert on addiction and proper treatment to prevent relapse. It's easy to give advice when you are not the one addicted!
Get to your doctor and follow his advice. If you don't stop these symptoms now you are much more likely to relapse. Prescribed drugs, such as suboxone, and perhaps anti-depressants, can help you through the rough times....the recreational drugs will eventually kill you.
Sometimes will power just won't get the job done. You need extra help! And, you need it right away...as in now.
Seems like a simple choice to me.
Father of an addict who waited too long to get help. One suicide attempt, and another on the way...just a matter of time.