Please relax seriously. I was a recovery as an Anorexia Nervosa at 18 ,which was a worst diease than you had. It took me 4 years to recovered by it. But, anyway, both in case,carry the same psycholoigical problems in the end of that result. First of all, it has long been to my view, that bulimia is NOT a problem of throat cancer, and of itself into any cancer. Neither are addictions,and a long list of other ailments/behaviors. Rather, these are SYMPTOMS of unresolved anger, guilt, fear, etc. These unresolved emotions cause conflicts (lack of peace) within the system and are thus the true causes of many of our problems. Until they are properly resolved, we will just flit from symptom to symptom with the illusion that healing is taking place." Emotional factors doesn't cause cancer in any form. However, it will cause you have to something else you will hate to deal with for example the heart problem or stomach problem ,etc which possibilty caused by Bulimia or Anorexia nervosa. If you take care of yourself and take a step to take a responsibility for what it was to you. I say to myself, Let's make some change, I want to make a one choice to live in a happy life, then take care of your body by eat healthy foods and change your outlook. It would reduce the risks of anything else of different kind of problems on your health. I had not taken the anti depressant pills for 21 years and took the far to defeat my negative thoughts and changed the way I live. The doctor said, I am more healthier than I have ever been in my early adult life. Remember once again, Bulima or any other emotional factors are not an orginial cause for cancer(s). Cancer is often attributed to smoking, heredity, and second smoke, and chemical ( processed, artifical) food, and environmentally( pesitide,(deet) and spraying( if you live in farm ,rural area). No corelation on Bulimia link to cancer. I graduated in a science degree a several years later after been as an anorexic. If you want to talk privately, you may e-mail to me. I will be happy to listen.