Could I be Bisexual?
but I have a secret sexual guy fetish.
When I was a boy me and 2 friends got naked and touched each others privates and I enjoyed it and covered up quickly when mom came home.
Then another kid at another time got naked with me and pulled my privates and I hated it, now as a teen, I kinda wish I did more back then and done more things with him as a kid.
I also like seeing guys hairy privates and want to look at it, I have a few gay sex fetishes but any time I think of getting with a guy I am grossed out, although I do have some weird feelings for guys but don't wanna get with them.
I still like watching girls in bikinis and wanna have a gf, but I always wanna just get naked with guys, touch their privates, and do sexual stuff with them to feel my desires.
I always thought female and male bodies were attractive, I was wondering could I be bi or curious?