well whatever you do, do not push anything else into your ear because you will cause further damage, you may also blow your ear drum by sticking items, such as a tooth pick, in your ear. I do not know what you can do with out a doctors help. What they do in the doctors office is use a syringe full of warm, not hot, water and use the pressure to remove the wax. I don't recommend doing this yourself but if that's all you can afford that's how you would do it. good luck, hope this helps!