Spend a week with my mother, she'd soon put you in your place!!!
Seriously though, hanging around on here won't help as there does seem to be an increasingly worrying amount of people (men as well as women, to be fair), who appear not to be able to form a legible sentence...
If you deeply feel this way then you should seek some sort of psychological help.
If you treat women that way they will simply walk, unless you have a real door mat, and you will just ruin her life completely. The more women that walk because of the way you treat them, the more you will feel let down by women and the stronger your negative feelings will become.
Go to the right places to meet women. Join clubs that are cultural or attract intelligent people, both men and women. Learn from the men there as well as using it to realise that there are intelligent women out there (who would kick your butt if you said this to their faces!).