I have a story to share with you to keep you thinking positive.
My partner was in a severe accident. Suffered severe head trauma, internal injuries, ruptured spleen, collapsed lungs, broken neck and shattered leg.
They said he wouldn't make it, but he did.
They said he wouldn't walk again, but he did.
They said the brain damage was so severe that he may never speak again, but he did.
Just as he was almost "out of the woods", he fell ill to pneumonia, and they said he might not make it, but he did.
He was hospitalized for six months, but he MADE A FULL RECOVERY.
Except for some short term memory loss, loss of sense of smell, many scars, and the necessity to be on seizure meds for the rest of his life, he is now healthy.
I didn't meet him until two years after the accident, and except for scars - I would've never known. He has also gained a greater appreciation for life.
Never give up hope.
Sending best wishes.