No, it doesn't make you gay. Not that there's anything wrong with being gay. Transsexuals are women, although they weren't born that way. They live as women, identify as women, and are usually seen as women. So you're attracted to women.
You are also attracted to *****, perhaps because you find vaginas repulsive or intimidating. Or simply because you associate sex with dick, because you have one and like it a lot. After all, guys look at porn just as often for the **** and *** more than the vaginas. And women can be attracted to abs and big arms more than penises. So, it's not like you're looking at things that straight men aren't attracted to.
Yeah, and the "shemale" and "real woman" comments come off as really ignorant, or just oblivious. There's no such thing as "real women", which is why transsexuals easily pass as women or men, and straight men can be attracted to MtF transsexuals. As long as you adopt gender traits and appearances, that's all it takes to be perceived as male or female.
If anything, it seems like you're drawn towards objectification of transsexuals, maybe out of some sort of magnetism towards what you think is "freaky" or "extreme". Do you watch a lot of porn? It's fairly common for people who are addicted to porn or watch too much to escalate to more and more extreme and niche porn to get their "fix", because mundane hardcore porn isn't interesting anymore.
Since your attitudes towards transsexuals aren't positive (from the "shemale" and "real woman" comments), I'd recommend taking a break from pornography. It's only aiding your tendency to objectify the people you rub one off to, without teaching you anything about tolerance (even though you admit, and obviously know, that the terms you are using are offensive).
And the proper "terms", by the way, are women. Or transsexuals. Or MtF transsexuals.
· 9 years ago