Before I start, don't get me wrong, some of the time I love my sister. However I am constantly outshone by her. She's two years younger than me, and stupidly perfect. We're like cheese and chalk, but not in a good way. She gets great grades without trying, I can barely scrape a C after hours of studying. I'm a loud, hyper, has a...
Before I start, don't get me wrong, some of the time I love my sister. However I am constantly outshone by her. She's two years younger than me, and stupidly perfect. We're like cheese and chalk, but not in a good way. She gets great grades without trying, I can barely scrape a C after hours of studying. I'm a loud, hyper, has a constent happy appearence person (just a wall) but I love my friends so much and would do anything for them. Many people don't like me because I'm not scared to state my opinion and will argue if I disagree. My sisters a quiet compassionate, shy, will agree with anyone person. My friends always say 'Oh Your sisters so lovely' and I see them around school with my sister and not me.
My sister is prettier than me. She has this beautiful straight, auberny hair and perfectly shaped eyes of a stunning green. And I have messy, uncontrollable dirty blonde (a gross color) hair and my eyes don't have a exact color. Talent wise, I perform. I do the school play, I do chior, the local panto, drama out of school. We're doing Alice in Wonderland. I'm chesire cat. Three guesses who Alice is. Problem, she does it all too. And then has all her other talents, like drawing and horse riding and neat handwriting and an amazing memory. She has somewhere to go in life, she has her whole life planned out from what her kids will be called to where she's going to Uni to study vetinary stuff. Me? I don't know what I want to do/
My family prefure her too. She never does anything wrong in their eyes. For example, last month I knocked over a glass vass. There was nothing specail about it, just a glass one. I got yelled at for about half an hour and then had to pay for a new one (£47) however. Last weekend my sister knocks over my mums favourite vass. It was my nans and my mum loved it when she was smaller so when nan died she was given it. What does mum say? 'Don't Worry Honey, Accidents happen.' She's best friedns with my cousins and I constantly feel like a third wheel when with them. I feel like a third wheel when she's with my friends.
The promblem is she always makes snide remarks about me, and lectures me on things like responsability if I've forgotten my door key. She can actually be such a b*t*h, but she never gets caught. So no one believes me.
I won't lie, I'm so jealous of her absolute perfectness. I'm constantly outdone by her. Anything I do, she does better. I say 'Does anyone want a drink?' She says 'I'll make dinner Dad'
Is this normal? What do I do about it? And am I a bad person to hate her for it?