It's been 2.5 years now since he died and some times I do get lonely. I have lots of friends, but you know how that goes. It is not a sex thing either. I just don't seem to go a day without thinking of him. I miss him so much!!!!!! Everyone says , "it takes time". Well when will I know I am ready to get out in the world again. I still can't hardly say is namd with out my eyes tearing up.