He doesn’t know how I feel, I would feel so bad telling him as I honestly don’t think he will care and I don’t really know if it is something I should do - I care about him so much but I don’t know why, he doesn’t always show me affection(when he does it’s little) so I don’t understand why I have these feelings!! Am I lonely? I dunno... he doesn’t realise but he gets me down so much for him being so inconsistent, it makes me question myself worth and if there is anything wrong with me. I’ve had better guys want to date me but I always go back to him... the one who doesn’t seem to care about me. I can’t make sense of this.
I can’t understand why I like him so much.. I really can’t ☹️ I’ve kind of bought up his incosistency but he told me he’s always busy.. when I said what was he looking for he told me he wasn’t sure but he likes me. I am honestly stuck and so down - I know he’s no good but I just can’t let go!!