Here is my story…
I met with a girl in internet in mid of 2005 we fall in love after a year, while chatting on net we exchanged our number we stared chatting. After some time or a year again she told me that she’s is married already. But that time it was very hard for both to be separate and hence we continued. In 2009 we met (she called me to meet) first time (I came to her city for higher study) and we had sex on same night and it was great. Time goes and a more unbreakable bond formed between both of us. But we were also aware that we are not doing right and there is no good ending of our story. We used to have sex oftenly 4,5 times in a year, because we were living in a same state but different city.
Things were going smooth she used to share with me everything. I try my level best to keep her happy and laugh.
In 2010 she joined my social network group and added some friend of mine one of my class mate younger brother too, who is 5, 7 years younger the her, she shared her number with her, I didn’t took all this serious Because I believe in her but, I scolded her for this. She promised that she won’t do it again, later again she did the same in 2012 because we had some fight and we were not talking for a month, again she started chatting with him on phone. I was very angry with her but anyhow again she gave me some explanation and I forgot all those.
Again in mid of 2012 we had some fight then God know what happen they both had sex and she told to me that. Then I asked why she cheated me oh him then her reply was it was a mistake.
I don’t believe it’s a mistake, rather than she just did this to hurt me.
Now I don’t want to be with her and truly speaking I don’t believe her anymore. But she’s a good girl she helped me a lot in my bad time by supporting me emotionally helped me in taking a right decision.
Meantime I got a new girl she love me a lot and want to marry me, I am trying to love her and want to give same affection and care which I used to give my first love. But I can’t
She still missed and feel apology when we talk. This make me week and I am not able to concentrate anywhere.
What should I do.?