I'm a 13 year old girl and I'm supposed to be getting confirmed to the Catholic church this coming May. The problem is, I don't want to get confirmed to the Catholic church. There are just too many things in that church that I don't believe. Yes, I do believe in God and the Holy Trinity, but I do not believe what they state on homosexuality, that you have to confess your sins to the priest in order to be forgiven, that not going to church on Sundays is a sin, and many more. I tried talking to my mom about it and she got angry, but she said she wasn't going to make me do it. Everyone in my family is confirmed besides me and my older sister who dropped out too. My mom thinks I'm dropping out because my sister did, or to rebel, when it's really neither of those reasons. It would've been easier if I was dropping out a few years earlier, not when it's a few month's away, but I just finally started asking myself "is this what i believe?". I've been going to catechism every Wednesday since kindergarten, and have to go to 3 hr prep classes every Sunday, and every time I go to them and sign these papers saying I believe and will live out the faith, I feel ABSOLUTELY terrible for lying to God. I've come so far and I have absolutely no idea what to do. Any advice? Also, please don't try to convert me, I have enough stress with this already.