23 year old female and mummy to a 1 year old.
I struggle with alsorts of things in day to day life. I don't set myself small goals out of fear / lack of self discipline. I don't have the ability to follow through with tasks and chicken out before the tough gets going. I space out in my own world whilst a movie is on due to fear of having to concentrate.
I don't seem to progress in my knowledge. In terms of knowing anything about history / politics, for example, I am in the same boat I was 3 years ago. I don't have worldy knowledge (Only about astrology) about anything. I am too scared to push myself to learn new things. I envy people whom have their lives together and seem to be able to climb one mountain after another and can speak so articulately about all that they know in whichever field.
Everything requires effort, multiple steps, mental agility and physical dexeterity and I just lose myself in my own world and avoid completing things. I started to get back into cooking recently but it just seems a challenge to really get stuck in and motivate myself.
I am also very, very clumsy and purposely do not have a direction in life due to fear. I think if I don't set goals or expectations, then I cannot disappoint myself or worry about they effort needed to put in.